justrun-.

dear pat you suck.

to hell with negative posts la. i'm an idiot who suffers from low self esteem. who gives a damn? cos i don't.

don't ask.

what the hell is wrong with me?! dammit. PAT WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! i don't know. this is bad. i can't even control something as simple as my WEIGHT. how frickin idiotically stupid is that?!

aching the whole damn week. not just aching, muscle strain. so bad that i can't move in the mornings... i want to train harder! i do! i just don't know how to when i can't move. what am i doing wrong again?

and dammit someone tell me why i'm so slow, so fat, so lousy..

hahah. and people love to step all over me. GO STEP ALL OVER ME LA. wth... i feel like throwing something at you.

okay. go ahead, laugh at my pessimism. go.. go. i allow it. go laugh. yes.

ARGH!

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:49]

and took [20060317] strides

it's the passion that drives you